I absolute understand the fuss. Needing to pay more and stuff. But no one gets it.

I remembered the time I organised something new, painstaking put in all the effort but not only did I not receive a word of thanks, instead everyone was complaining especially you. And again on another occasion I did everyone a favour but as usual you ingrates fail to mind your "P"s and "Q"s. But the worst came from you and the expression for it is "hao xin mei hao bao". But it isn't just you, it's also because they think it's funny, an entertainment, a joke. But shows over guys. FACE IT!

I remember the times I had to endure the blatant disrespect and the endless barrage of attacks. And I understood our history but I wanted a blank slate but no you couldn't let go.

I call this a deficit of goodwill.